Friday, September 24, 2010
if only you knew how much i secretly dislike you every time you show that i'm so less-than-worthy
UGHHHH . there's nth much to say now except that i'm damn sian and emo deep down as usual zzzz bleah )):
can't ever matter enough right. i wonder why also ): need a real crazy passionate guy right now (: wish he'd come along soon haha so my life will be less sian and monotonous (:
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
HAIYA . ok that pretty much sums up my feeling for now hahahha actually i have happy stuff to blog abt too but i'm not in the mood right now ahaha right now i'm just going haiya haiz sighhhhh bleahhhhhh hahaha omg faints ):
SCHOOOOL OMGGGGG makes me so tired ))): next week is supposedly recess week but guess what, dental students don't get a break faints we have to come back for operative dentistry and dental morpho omg that makes mon to thurs back in sch D: discrimination omggggg how to study for biochem CA like that? ): and everyone in my class is so smart omgggg shitshitshit ))):
i'm lagging behind for operative dentistry also omggg the holes i drill are always the wrong dimension and i still have trouble putting the burs in omggg weijun has to help me every single time zzz i''m dead meat la next time i better recruit him in my practice or sth hahah just to help with burs D: omgggg dead meat )))): faints D:
STRESS ): the more i'm stressed the more i eat, and guess what now i'm accumulating a whole bunch of tummy fats omg ))): this means ugly figure and fat face which means, MORE STRESS omg ))): on top of stupid brain and shaky hands ): good job omggg )):
WHY THE HECK DID I GIVE UP THE SCHOLARSHIPS WHY OH WHY OH WHY OH WHY OH WHY omg frustrated ))): engineering is like, no need to study la omg ): now is like, everything must study la ): omg
AHHHHHHHHHH ARGHHHHHHHHH ))):